Stones of Remembrance

To my dad, who lives in California…

On Father’s Day, I take out the stones of remembrance,

Those memories I’ve hidden safely in my heart:

Of kisses on my feet;

Of favorite breakfasts made to the best of his ability;

Of lunch at Burger King, when he listened to all my dark dreams with kindness and understanding;

Of dinner at a fancy restaurant,

And tea at the Elizabethan Club;

Of walking beside me in my rags,

Or those few days I showed beauty.

I remember the strolls in Brewster Park,

And drives from the doctors with good news, answered prayers…

I remember when he held my hand in the emergency room, saying nothing when words were futile.

I remember the quiet song of Psalm 121,

And the promise from Jeremiah 29;

All the talks about Irenaeus and Tertullian

Over a glass of fine wine;

And prayers together back when we had hours to spare:

I have an hour to spare, Dad. I miss you!